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Soldier's Letter, Civil War - July 1861 (First Battle of Bull Run)

 Chenango American, August 1, 1861

Letter from John W. Burrows

Washington, July 24, 1861

Dear Brother and Sister:  We have had a hard battle since I wrote you last.  Last Sunday will long be remembered.  Our regiment was a picket guard on Saturday night, until 2 o'clock, when we were ordered to march.  We were encamped between Fairfax and Centerville, Va.  We marched within six miles of the battle field, when six regiments were sent six miles around to flank the enemy, while the main force attacked them in front. We marched around to the field. Here McDowell ordered us to take the right of the battery.  We marched half a mile to do it, while the enemy poured shell and chain shot and grape and cannon balls into our midst. We were the first on the ground.  We marched down into a small hollow, to take a battery, the enemy on both sides of us.  Here the battle commenced in good earnest. We returned the fire on both sides, until one party run up the stars and stripes and surrendered. We marched up to take them when they opened fire on us again, on both sides.  We stood and fought as long as there was  any chance for us.  Napoleon B. Elliott, Frank Spencer, Pardee, and myself got in a file.  We fought so until Pardee was shot, and the whole regiment was broken up.  We loaded and fired as fast as we could. The Infantry fell back a little and we tried to form a line.  Our Captain was wounded, and he spoke to me to help, but we could only get eight of ten in line. The firing again commenced on both sides, and we saw the cavalry was going to attack us. We were in no shape to meet them and had to retreat.

Another regiment came to assist us. We met them on the top of the hill, just marching into the field. Our Colonel, Lieut. Col. and our Captain, were wounded, and Ensign was shot dead. We tried to get into other regiments, as ours was so badly cut up it had orders not to attempt to form, but they were all numbered and would not take us in.  Elliott was almost melted.  We found some water which was muddy, and a dog lay asleep in it.  We drank what we dared to, and then went to the woods where the wounded were carried.  There was a hard sight.  Some had their legs shot to pieces; some had their legs off; some their arms; some were shot through the neck; one sat leaning against a tree spitting large mouthfuls of blood.  They were dying in all shapes.  One had a bullet put through his head; it come out just between the eyes, and he still breathed; some had their faces blown all to pieces; some had their heads cut off.  The living ones bore their pain well.

Our whole force retreated.  When we came back to where we left the main road to flank them, their cavalry attacked us at the bridge, and killed quite a number.  What become of the main force that was to attack them in front I don't know; they didn't help us.  We had nothing to cover our retreat and were driven back to Washington.  The southern army was twice as large as ours. They had three masked batteries; one behind the other, and their men in the woods. They would retreat from one to have our men come and take it; then they would open on us with another and the infantry; then the cavalry would cut us down.  They had their whole force there, about 100,000 men.  Beauregard was there himself.

I never heard anything sound better than the chain shot, shell and cannon balls did when they passed over and by us.  they sounded so good I was almost willing to be hit by them, though of course I knew it would be all day with me if they did  I had no fear of them, they sounded like a jay bird.

We had a hard tramp of it.  We went two nights without sleep, and marched 15 miles to battle without eating breakfast or dinner, only what little sea biscuit we could eat on the road. We fought in this way until the retreat.

I never saw tired men before.  I would not have carried my body ten miles further, for it.  The roads were lined with soldiers that were tired out.  Some gave out before we reached the field of battle. When Elliott and I got inside the fort at Washington we lay down and slept, until we were wakened by officers, when we got some supper.

Elliott and I went in together and came out together. We were not separated only once, then he was behind a tree shooting some Secessionists who were hid behind bunches of hay.  When we retreated they crowded up the hill after us, and as I was getting over a fence, one man was shot by my side, and a ball passed over my shoulder. There were but a few that did not get holes shot through their clothes, but I did not get hit.  Pardee was shot in the hollow.  He would look up and say "give it to the cowards."  He was shot just above the knee.  He had good grit, and got away though, nearly melted.

I don't know how long we shall stay here.  It will take some time to recruit again, and then we shall give them another try. We only got our "puppy teeth" pulled this time, but some of them came awful hard.  It is pleasant while in the battle, but it is hard to see what has been done afterwards.  I want to meet them once more even handed; that is all I desire.  We had a hard time of it.  They would hoist our flag, and they were dressed so near like us, that we could not tell them from our men. They are worse than Indians, for they had no more principle than to murder our wounded and prisoners. Daniel Hawkins is all right.  I saw him last night.  Our boys from your way are all sound except some slight bruises.

Yours, &c., John W Burrows.



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